Wednesday, May 16, 2012

A Word on What Your Words Do to Me

I read almost everything you write. I like most of it, but some of it makes me uncomfortable. Sometimes I have to take a break and reassess my relationship with you and your words. Occasionally it angers me. Maybe anger isn't the right word. It provokes a response that makes me feel...something that isn't agreement or joy That's OK. That's great even. The power of your words is affecting.

But sometimes what you write is so beautiful, so hot, so vivid that my reaction is instant. It's as though I'm responding to a flesh and blood sexual advance, but it's just words on a screen. Words that make my skin hot and prickly with goosebumps. Words that cause my nipples to tighten and force themselves against the now restrictive lace. Words that send a jolt to my cunt, making my clit pulse.


I especially like it when you post an orgasm audio file. Something additional to get off to after I've read your titillating words and begun to feel the flush that I know will lead to my orgasm. I prepare myself.

Gone are my skirt/jeans/shorts/dress/panties. My cunt is naked and open. My clit and inner lips already swollen, peeking out from the labia that usually hide them entirely from view. I can't see the rosy flush, but I know it's there. Soft, pink, smooth, and slick with juice. I click play on the file and then take my fingers to my clit.

Photo Courtesy of Single Chair. Used with permission.


Primed from the words written on your pages, my head is filled with images and my body filled with desire. I want to come. I want to fuck myself to the inspiration of your creation. Furious fingers gather the wetness, my pussy aching to feel something slip inside. Two fingers of my other hand slide in. I'm still tight, moving inside, finding the g-spot, feeling my muscles relax and admit the intrusion. Can I take a third? Maybe. Sometimes.

As her breathing comes more rapidly, so does mine. Do I match her breath for breath? She becomes like a lover whose rhythm I want to sync up to so that we're moving together. Inside my fingertips press and graze my g-spot. Outside two, sometimes three fingers work my clit. I'm tangled up in myself, wanting this orgasm so badly, but trying not to force it. Forcing it never works. Neither does wanting it too much.

Her voice rises. Where there was muffled panting before, now there are moans, sighs, honest-to-God sex sounds coming from my speakers. Sometimes I can hear how wet she is. I can hear how wet I am. My body gets too hot. I feel the beads of sweat gather on my chest, behind my knees as I work toward the orgasm.

She's almost there. So am I. I want to come with her. I let go and feel the warm pressure begin. It's inevitable now, and suddenly I'm racing closer and it's out of my control. And then I hear her come, and my cunt twitches, the heat flows, and that first clench makes me moan and cry out in release.

I begin to count. Sometimes it's only five or six spasms. Sometimes it's fifteen. Sometimes I stop myself because I'm afraid I'm going to squirt and soak the unprotected sheets. And sometimes I let it all go and fuck myself again through the come that drips from my pussy.

That's what your words do to me.


31 comments:

  1. We've never posted any orgasms. So I guess you're not talking to us. :)

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    1. Oh, but don't you remember a secret little email?

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  2. Now that's a multimedia experience!! :)

    ~Kazi xxx

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    1. Haha, yes it is. Thankfully it's not just one blogger who fills the bill.

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  3. I think I need to post more audio files ;) Intriguing post, I wonder...

    Mollyxxx

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  4. I hope my words have that sort of effect too!

    HH

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  5. I love this post because, in my mind, you were clearly talking to me. *love*

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    1. I was *definitely* talking to you!

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  6. Wow, that was pretty hot! At first, I thought it might have been one of your readers writing to you...

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  7. Damn! The was a really hot read, love the pics too!

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  8. very intriguing post... I'll have to try that ;)

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    1. If you're looking for somewhere to post them....

      http://mydissolutelife.com/orgasms-orgasms-orgasms/

      ;-)

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    2. Getting a kick out of N trolling for orgasm recordings :).

      Penny, it's a very rewarding experience ;).

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  9. I really enjoyed reading this, and, like Mia, I imagine it was me to whom, about whom, you were writing. And I'm flattered. If a little embarrassed/jealous if I'm wrong. But that's just what it is to be me.

    I really am intrigued, though, by the not-quite-anger-or-agreement-or-joy. What IS that? What words? What feelings?

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    1. Certainly I was writing about you. And Mia. And many others whose work I read regularly. I'm glad you saw yourself in there, because you *are* in there.

      Sometimes people post ranty things on their blogs. And sometimes I don't agree with them. And sometimes I feel as though there's an arrogance or something there--that their POV is meant to me more correct or more valuable than anyone else's. That annoys me. But usually not enough to turn me off completely.

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  10. I like this alot because I read it as if its all about me :D
    I love how you can write about reading and make reading sound sooo hot!
    Mia x

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    1. You are right, it's *definitely* about you! And thank you for the compliment!

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  11. I feel like you caught everyone's eye with this. You summed up our carnal desires to be watchedd, heard, and read about. Brillant.

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    1. Thank you. It's nice to know someone, anyone is engaged with what we're doing, isn't it?

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  12. I'm very affected by words on the page, perhaps because when they're done right then it's just as good as (actually better than) any porn because I have a great imagination. I want to know who this was about so I can go hear the orgasm, too! ;)

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    1. Lilly, you could go to any of the blogs of any of the commenters above and feel reasonably fulfilled ;). Although only some of them have orgasms posted, but definitely check out Mia W. and Mia L., N., and Molly for recordings. There are other excellent ones out there, too.

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  13. This is so hot. I love the way you connect writer and reader in this intimate play. Beautifully written surge of arousal.

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  14. I love this! Well written and so very authentic! I know of others whose words send me over the edge and also awaken the muse in me. I love those relationships and they are definitely part of my fantasy play list!!!

    ~ Vista

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    1. Thanks Victoria! I love to read the words others work so hard to share. They really turn me on.

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